Wino.

I still have no bloody interent on my laptop, i do think in some sense it is very healthy for me not to because you know ive started noticing the smaller, pleasant things in life such as oxygen and daylight. Rather than driving my self crazyyyyy on facesmuck. Tonight is wineeeeeeeeeeeeee time cus i passed my fitness test with a flying flags n all that, a little friendly competition with a similiar candiate made me run like roadrunner and the little, muscular fitness man was really surpised and happy for me so it made me all chuffed, so then i got drunk when i got home. I'm too far gone to celebrate in another constructive ways like playing cherades or monopoly and smiling at people. Its a good place to be in though cus even if i sink like rick waller in a pool for my specialist interview, im sort of in now for other things. Things are going good boo boo bah bah blah blah humbug hopedy doo, things are going good, ive realised how old ive become when i stated thinking about where i will buy a house and what i will do with it when im all away hahah, then i slapped myself round the face and asked myself why im thinking such mature thoughts instead of playing with plasctecine. Im getting scared soon i require glasses and become responsible and boring. Even my blogs have gotten all boring. I think its the blogs fault actually. Im wrtiting my stupid thoughts in to it that i don't think about them and move on to think about other stuff. This is therapy and a half. I'll let waldorf do the crazyyyy writing, she's got the brain capacity of a 5 year old, and thats not just for now its for life.

Yours happily,

Statler.